Horse with an itchy nose

Horses would feel the atmosphere among other creatures, especially human's body language. It interacts with human contact, horses usually respond to humans as a non-threatening predator.

I would say that somehow, I am like a horse. I don't express threat to someone, but maybe because sometimes they say I look sophisticated to look at, I am not an easy target to socialize with.

I also walk like a horse, I usually run or walk straight and fast. This is because I have long legs and I don't like people staring at me that is why I like walking as fast as I could.

But when you start to get to know me, I am easy to talk to. You won't get tired of talking to me because I always have an opinion on everything. I also love listening to other people's problems. I flirt like a horse, I don't bite my shoulders or rear area like horses do, but I move a lot like I am too obvious when I like someone. I am more like mares (female horses), which usually kick back, bite back and scream at someone when I like them because that's how I express my love to someone. ( Even for friends and family )

Signs that horses like you:

◘ They come up to greet you

◘ They rest their head on you

◘ They nudge you

◘ They are relaxed around you

◘ They groom you back

◘ They show you respect

◘ They breathe on your face

More like humans right? But when they paw with the front legs, it usually indicates boredom or stress. I don't get bored but I usually get stressed when people around me are expressing their ways to annoy me.

I am a nice person, but lately, I am a horse with an itchy nose because of my family. There are million times that I would say that I wanted to leave them. But I can't. First, I love and respect my family. Second, I know it's not the right time to separate house with them because of this Covid-19. My sisters won't be able to handle our financials for the whole family that's why I am also there for them.

I want to share a lot that I know you could relate to. But I don't like sharing things when I am angry. I'm still in the rage that I cried a lot. Screamed a lot, felt disrespectful to my parents. But I can't take back all the things that I said to them yesterday, I didn't have any regrets about expressing my anger yesterday. You know that even when you tried to be calm, you can't. Because you're just a human. You are just a horse that would figuratively kick someone because of anger. Because that's how you want to express yourself.

Either way, I hope we'll breakthrough this financial issue. I know someday we will. When that happens, I know what to do.